What do you do when you made a blog about running 52 miles per month and then attain that goal?
I’ll tell you the advice I would give to anyone: Feel satisfied, and continue to feel content with the fact that you set out a mission and now, can not only accomplish it, but regularly hit that mark.
This is the advice I should really be giving myself. Or some kind of mirror mantra talk a la little girl in the mirror:
Instead of embracing achievement and enjoying success, I usually see that there’s always more that can be done. I’m not sure if this is a strength or a weakness.
Well this week, I got a message from a friend asking me to do a half marathon in May. This is the second time I’ve been asked to do a half marathon by a running friend. They see I can suddenly run two miles and think I can be sucked into more running. The first time I was asked I laughed and then said nothing at all. She has not asked me about it again since. That was months ago. Well, now I have a little more experience under my belt and I’m feeling good with my regular three mile thing, I have even floated the idea around of doing a 10K. So, why then, when I was asked to partake in the half, did my three-mile safety-net of a cocoon get shaken up and unraveled?! I thought about it for a few hours and messaged her back:
Let me think about it.
That was my exact response.
This weekend I spent a lot of time doing as I said I would – thinking about my running future. Thinking things such as: at this point the most I’ve run is 4 miles… brain doubles the number- so double the most I’ve done and it’s still less than a half marathon. And I realized something when I began to do math, because I hate math, I’m self sabotaging before I even attempt to try. I want to do the half marathon but my fears are real. Fears like, am I pushing myself too much too soon? What if I have a flare because I’m putting too much stress on my body, can I physically handle this? Can I mentally handle it? I think I can. In my three months of running I have done more than I knew was possible. So what’s holding me back other than my own insecurities? I would also like to thank quite a few blogs that I perused through for inspiration- many of you set your sights on anything from a 5K to a marathon to ultra running (which I will never ever do) – You guys are phenomenal humans.
So what conclusion have I arrived to on this half marathon debate?
I’m in. I’m going to begin training for a half marathon.
Haha! I LOVE this post and that little girl! You and her are truly inspiring in that you have confidence in yourself that is contagious! ❤ I KNOW you can do it, babe!!!!
Your positivity is contagious – I need to keep you in my pocket or something! Thanks for the support girl!
WAHOO!! I think doing a Half Marathon will be awesome!! If you pushed yourself to get that far with your running, this is just another goal and obstacle to tackle!! I think you will do it, and I think once you do it, you will be that lil’ girl in the mirror! Get it girl!!! 🙂
Thank you so much! I need to hear that right now as I stew in my fears!